Dear God

Dear God,
I just wish to know what is seriously wrong with me,
I just want to know where did I go wrong and made things this way.

Am I sucha bad person?
Or am I a coward always hiding from things...

Why do I always do the wrong things to hurt people around me...
family, friends, girlfriend...

Wish I just have some answers and directions,
at least just enough to console myself,
and know what is wrong afterall...