My life~

Simple Minded

2010-06-13T19:31:00.002+08:00

I'm a simple minded person,
all I know is that I only wanna wish for simple things,
and nothing else more.

I just want to be cared and loved,
that's all I want and need.

I will still stay strong for everything,
and I will tolerate everything till the day I break down...

Man

2010-06-08T20:47:00.003+08:00

Here's a song that I would like to share,

Chris Young The Man I Want To Be

God, I'm down here on my knees
Cause it's the last place left to fall
Beggin' for another chance
If there's any chance at all
That you might still be listenin'
Lovin' and forgivin' guys like me
I've spent my whole life gettin' it all wrong
And I sure could use your help cause from now on

I wanna be a good man
A 'do like I should' man
I wanna be the kind of man the mirror likes to see
I wanna be a strong man
And admit that I was wrong, man
God I'm asking you to come change me
To the man I wanna be

There's anyway for her and me to make another start
Could you see what you could do
To put some love back in her heart
Cuz' it going to take a miracle
After all I've done to really make her see

That I wanna be a statement
I wanna be a great man
I wanna be the kind of man that she sees in her dreams
God, I wanna be your man
And I wanna be her man
God, I only hope she still believes
In the man I wanna be

Well, I know this late at night that talk is cheap
Lord, don't give up on me

I wanna be a givin' man
I wanna really start livin' man
God, I'm asking you to come change me
To the man I wanna be

At times like this,
I just wish I knew what has God planned ahead for me,
and just what lies ahead.
Tough times build strong man,
that's what I hope...

Best is never enough

2010-05-15T23:04:00.002+08:00

A nice cloudy Saturday morning,
when everything seems like a normal training day,
he went down to his usual traning place with a heavy heart,
but he knew he shouldn't and so he calm himself down in the car ride on the way there.

Upon reaching,
he felt much better when he saw his friends,
all cheering and laughing,
disturbing one another,
it was a very warm sight for him,
seeing all his seniors so close together.

Soon,
the time came,
he knew he wasn't very prepared,
but he was determined to just give all he's got.

He went down for the first time of the day,
feeling all his muscles still not warmed up enough,
but he didn't think much about it,
all he could think was to get it over it quickly.
The set started,
he was too relaxed,
but it was lucky to get through it.

After the first set was done and over with,
he just sat down and his mind went blank,
he didn't know what to think of,
and he don't wanna think about anything else either.

The second set came,
he knew it would be a tough fight,
worse of all,
he knew he was gonna be defeated,
what a weak mindset...
Nevertheless,
he has to still give his best he told himself,
he has a role to uphold and it is not easy for himself.

The command came,
and all boats went off,
it was not a bad start,
but it got more and more tiring for him,
soon his mind was switched off.

His partner,
his other half,
shouted for him,
he wanted to reply,
but he couldn't,
he just don't know why...
And when it all ended,
his other half asked him,
"did you truly give your best?"

That question really struck him hard,
he really thought to himself,
"did I give my best..."
He really didn't know the answer to it...

He went back up the shore,
he passed his cap to his other half,
wishing him all the best,
because he knew he was strong mentally and physically.
He was left alone to do his punishment,
but that was alright,
he preferred to be somewhere silent.

The ache and fatigue soon came in,
and he took a break,
sitting at the pavement,
he looked across the whole reservoir,
he thought to himself,
maybe this is not meant for him afterall...
And the best,
never seems enough for everything in life...

"Needles"

2010-05-14T18:20:00.003+08:00

It was like a routine,
his life,
going to school,
seeing her a glance,
and going home.

But today,
everything felt so much more different.
He did not know why he felt so lethagic and restless today.
His head felt giddy,
his feet felt heavy,
and he could only sigh.

Getting home,
his only thought was to go get a bath quickly,
as his body was all sticky and sweaty.
As he turned on the water,
it did not felt as relaxing today,
but it was like needles pricking him,
all he felt was pain and nothing else.

It wasn't enjoyable at all today,
unlike yesterday,
so he turned off the tap,
but weird enough,
he still felt water droplets,
dripping down onto his chest.

At that instant he knew what was it that was dripping,
but he did not know why,
and he did not want to know why as well.
All he could tell himself was to stand up strong,
and never falter to anything in life,
not at all he should fall because of anything.

He then remembered what his friend once told him,
"Men sacrifices are never known to women,
and we have to bear with everything.
Just stand firm,
be strong,
and continue to live your life as per normal."

He felt that it was alittle unfair at first,
but he knew deep inside that it was the truth,
and perhaps it's also true that God has made us this way.
So he complied to it and never asked anything else more...

Droplets of thoughts

2010-05-12T23:38:00.002+08:00

As he came home from yet another exhausting day,
the first thing he did was to lay his heavy load down on the floor,
and straight he went to take a bath.

Droplets of water came gushing down from his head,
flowing down his body,
and finally to his toes.
Today,
he decided to take a longer bath,
unlike his usually 5 minutes bath time,
as he just wanted to relax alittle more.

Feeling the gentle droplets landing on his scalp,
he began to close his eyes,
and then his cheeks elevated alittle,
and he smiled to himself.

All the thoughts went through his mind,
through that little amount of time,
all the thoughts that he could clearly remember and see,
it was so real to him that he could feel it in his heart.
He decided to stay in his thoughts just for a while longer,
but soon,
it was time to get back to reality.

He opened his eyes,
he continued to smile,
and told himself,
at least he had a wonderful life,
and he never regretted anything that he has done,
or has held before...

Measure of a man

2010-05-12T00:16:00.002+08:00

How much can a man really take,
I really wonder at times.
Can he really stick by his words,
and perform his actions to fulfill all his promises and all that he've said?
Or does he falter in the course of his action,
and never be stand up again?

Man,
a funny thing,
we're suppose to be the one's who are good and strong at most stuffs,
but we're human afterall aren't we.
We're all the same,
with feelings and emotions,
BUT we just have to bear with it,
and be a true man.

It's not that hard being a real man,
if you really know what you're doing in your heart,
you just have to know you wanna give your best,
that's all.
The rest of it,
is not for us to decide...

Better in time

2010-05-10T22:03:00.002+08:00

Will it all get better as the time goes by?
This is the question he keeps asking himself,
deep inside he know things might get worse,
but he did not have much of a choice,
as all he wants was the best for his girl.

He'll never give anything less than the best for his girl,
he'll never do anything to wrong his girl,
he'll love her unconditionly.

Now,
he wants to do so much,
yet he doesn't has the chance anymore.
Well,
thats life isn't it?
Once you've lost something,
you'll start to think about it,
and learn of its' importance.

Her sweet voice,
her pretty face,
her warm hugs,
her cute personaility,
and never the least her undivided love she showered upon him.

How much he misses all of these...
But he can't show this out,
and he'll have to be a man,
and stay strong for all he stood for.

He just prays and hope for many things that might come his way,
be it for the better,
for the worst,
or just some comfort that he can find within himself to calm himself down.

The songs,
the melodies,
all he could hear was these,
and nothing else...

Silent Night

2010-05-04T21:38:00.002+08:00

Sometimes,
I've just got to listen to the surrounding around me,
the peaceful quiet nights,
where you would only hear your own footsteps and nothing else.

That simple,
short distance stroll home,
without any distractions in my ear,
and with all the clarity in my mind,
there's just nothing else that disturbed me.

Till the point I've step into my warm home again,
then reality hits back again,
and there's where you really start living,
again.....

Random

2010-04-20T21:09:00.002+08:00

He walked with her one night,
strolling through the through the blocks at night,
holding on to her warm hands,
and talking to her to like any other ordinary day.

They laughed,
they yawned,
they sighed.

As he looked forward,
it was their shadows cast infront of them,
shadow of them holding on tightly to one another.
Again he thinks deeply,
just so confused and not knowing clearly what it was also.

Soon she had to part off to get home,
he took a last glance at her once more,
and made his way home as usual.

So many thoughts ran through him,
it was all entangled up,
he tried hard not to think,
as he really had no clue at all what he it was all going up there in his mind.

Facing reality just seems so tough...
Gotta always be strong,
gotta to fight for everything on our own,
just so tiring...

Dear God

2010-03-18T18:14:00.002+08:00

Dear God,
I just wish to know what is seriously wrong with me,
I just want to know where did I go wrong and made things this way.

Am I sucha bad person?
Or am I a coward always hiding from things...

Why do I always do the wrong things to hurt people around me...
family, friends, girlfriend...

Wish I just have some answers and directions,
at least just enough to console myself,
and know what is wrong afterall...

Yawns

2010-02-04T21:44:00.002+08:00

Got so bored and went to google lots of stuffs,
found something interesting on BBC about smiles.

Most people are surprisingly bad at spotting fake smiles. One possible explanation for this is that it may be easier for people to get along if they don't always know what others are really feeling.

Although fake smiles often look very similar to genuine smiles, they are actually slightly different, because they are brought about by different muscles, which are controlled by different parts of the brain.

Fake smiles can be performed at will, because the brain signals that create them come from the conscious part of the brain and prompt the zygomaticus major muscles in the cheeks to contract. These are the muscles that pull the corners of the mouth outwards.

Genuine smiles, on the other hand, are generated by the unconscious brain, so are automatic. When people feel pleasure, signals pass through the part of the brain that processes emotion. As well as making the mouth muscles move, the muscles that raise the cheeks – the orbicularis oculi and the pars orbitalis – also contract, making the eyes crease up, and the eyebrows dip slightly.

Well it was actually an activity seeing if you could differentiate the fake or genuine smile.
Ha!

Anyway,
gotta find a new direction in life to head :)
can't be always stuck in one stage and never move on I guess?
Gotta have the courage to just take a step...
Courage is the power to let go of the familiar.

Yawnz...
just gonna end of with my recently found favourite quote!
"So hold your head up high and pretend that you're alive."

Dark Sky

2010-02-01T21:58:00.002+08:00

Once on a night like this,
I walked alone with my music in my ears,
playing the occasional 'emo' songs,
and looking up in the dark stary sky,
I would just wonder so much...

Things in life just happen so fast,
one thing after another,
never slowing down for anyone,
and it would definitely not empathise anyone as well...
Reality is harsh,
and escaping it is just impossible...

Times like this just makes you wanna become stronger,
though you feel weak inside of you,
and feel inferior to others.
But you know you could do it,
if you really just wanted it badly enough.

Then came a cool breeze across your face,
refreshing your vitality and implying to you,
young man,
pick yourself up,
be strong and fight the many battles ahead,
if you don't even try hard enough,
you'll never know the outcome.

Suddenly your cheecks tweaked,
and a smile poped out.
Your legs felt re-energized,
and you decide to just be optimistic,
and continue the journey of life,
happily.

2010!

2010-01-02T12:53:00.002+08:00

2009 is over,
2010 is here!
Gotta finish this year without regrets :)
Finish it off with all my bros together in RPDB :)
Do well in my FYP and GPA :)
And continue to change for my baby for the better :)

Hope that this year everything would be more smooth sailing,
though I know it's gonna be a tough year ahead :)
But lets all stay strong together and pull it through together no matter what :)
We gotta make our worth and prove to everyone we don't need anyone to depend on!

Cherish

2009-12-22T23:08:00.002+08:00

It's been sucha long time since I last blogged :X
I'm so sorry to everyone!
(that is if anyone actually reads :X)

Anyway,
just being random,
but I just gotta say something.....

Three years in RP to go through,
left one year in RPDB :')
time really flew with you guys around,
really hope that we'll cherish all our time left with one another.....
Pains my heart to think that we've so little time left but yet there are such much in all of us to tell each other.....
haiz =/
Life is always unfair it seems.....

Two really blissful memory RP has given me :)
Firstly,
is the experience RPDB gave to me,
which I will never ever forget in my entire life :)
And secondly,
and most importantly,
RP is where I met my lovely wife :))))
really glad that fate has let us meet one another,
and even so better be together with one another :$
Really glad to have you by my side,
loving me unconditionally and putting in every effort to change for me :')
I love you Baby Tong :] <3

To all my friends and beloved;
lets just cherish what we have and not take any for granted yea! :D

Heartwarming sight :)

2009-11-12T22:50:00.005+08:00

Was walking back home,
dragging my heavy feet and lethagic body along,
suddenly I came across something that really caught my attention and really made me feel so happy,
what a scene that really warmed my heart.

It was just a simple scene of a foreign worker picking up a ball and returning it to a little child whom thought that he had lost his ball.

It might mean nothing to most people,
because most people are just ignorant and are not sensitive enough to feel what is happening around them.
But to me,
I really feel that this world would have been a so much happier place to live in,
if only everyone would just lend a helping hand,
and just cared alittle bit more for others,
than just they themselves.
The world is really filled with so much prejudice and selfishness.
Sad.....

Oh well,
but whatever it is :)
I shall still play my part in the soceity or within friends and family,
to be as nice as possible :)
Striving to make people around me more sensible and happy :)
It's really impossible to change the world,
but the least I can do is learn from others,
and at least teach others the right things to do :)

Beautiful Dreams

2009-10-26T21:42:00.002+08:00

My life is complete since the day we've got together :)
Since the day we've agreed to get together,
many things seem so much brighter and better :)

Anyway thats not the main point about this post :X
(haha! hold on got better stuffs :D)

Why I've decided to post today is because.....
I've a beautiful dream,
a sweet and loving dream of us :)
I dreamt of us getting married at a grand ballroom,
with everyone with us on that special night,
giving us their best wishes,
what a wonderful moment in life I would love to experience it soo much with you my dear.
Following that,
we were soon in the labour room together,
being beside you and with you throughout the entire process...
of giving birth to our beautiful child :')
We would be loving parents to our child,
a model figure to our child to look up to,
respect,
and love :)

I guess this is the most beautiful dream I've ever had in our entire life :)
You've asked me what my plan was,
how long have you got to wait...
I could tell you that I've not plan a time truthfully,
but most importantly what I can tell you,
is that I truly love you,
and you gotta get prepared to take my stubborn-ness,
because you'll one day be my wife till the end of our lives :]

Realisation :)

2009-10-18T23:47:00.002+08:00

Everything starts with me myself :)
or rather everything starts with the person himself/herself,
so to all people out there,
if you want to make a difference,
please start by doing it yourself first.

Lesson learnt,
understood,
and would apply it in future :D

Forgiveness

2009-10-14T20:53:00.002+08:00

Forgiveness is the key to everything :)

Forgiveness does not change the past, but it does enlarge the future :)
I truly believe in this quote above.
If not for 'forgiveness',
I would not be who I am today.

When I've done wrong,
my parents would nag at me and forgive me because they love me and I'm their child.
When I've done wrong,
my teachers would point me back at the right path and forgive me because they want me to learn.
When I've done wrong,
my coach would rectify my mistakes and forgive me because he wants everyone to learn and do it for him and ourselves.
When I've done wrong,
my friends would argue with me and then forgive me because we know it in our hearts we're brothers to one another and we do not want to spoil the friendship over childish things.
And last but not least,
when I've done wrong,
my lovely wife would inform me of my wrongdoings and forgive me because she loves me dearly and she's willing to give me a chance to change for her and our future :)

Forgiveness plays sucha big role in our lives,
I can never imagine the world without this word 'forgiveness'.....

I want to thank all my friends,
my coach,
my teachers,
my family,
and my Michelle Tong Li Ting:)
All for being there for me,
teaching me what is right and what is wrong,
being through thick and thin with me,
and most importantly,
giving me a second chance and forgiving me :)

Moon Cake Festival :D

2009-10-06T21:51:00.004+08:00

My first Moon Cake Festival celebrated with bebe's family :DDD
and it was a really heart-warming dinner as well :)
her mum cooked many dishes for dinner,
although it was simple,
but being able to sit down together eating happily together along with her family was just wonderful :)
I love her,
as well as her family :]]]

After dinner,
went down with her dad and her younger brother to play lantern and candles :P
(relive childhood memories)
and I swear her dad is someone I really respect,
I could see that her dad was a very loving and caring person,
and also a wonderful father :)
just like my dad :)
I hope that I'd be like them someday in time to come :]
selflessly sacrificing for the sake of his family...
Never to forget also,
the wei da woman of the family :)
sacrificing at the back of the family,
without no one knowing,
or never ever claiming the credits :)
Mothers are all alike I guess,
Nagging = Love :P

Here are some photos of my lovely girl and candles?

Without Worries~

2009-09-20T22:02:00.001+08:00

The world seemed as if there was no worries at all,
at that particular moment of time.
Everything seemed so relaxed and wonderful.
Spilling out almost everything that we all wanted to say,
laughing over our joys and displeasures,
and simply forgetting about the stressful world around us.....

But.....
at the end of the day,
we would all have to wake up to reality still,
facing everything that life could possibly throw at us.....

'Inside Out'

2009-09-13T16:16:00.004+08:00

Found something meaningful hid in my drawer while I was clearing it today,
and so now I shall just share it with everyone :)

Here goes.....
"When I was young and free and my imaginations had no limits,
I dreamed of changing the world.

As I grew older and wiser I realized the world would not change.

And I decided to shorten my sights somewhat and change only my country.
But it too seemed immovable.

As I entered my twilight years,
in one last desperate attempt,
I sought to change only my family,
those closest to me,
but alas they would have none of it.

And now here I lie on my death bed and realise (perhaps for the first time) that if only I'd change myself first,
then by example I may have influenced my family and with their encouragement and support I may have bettered my country,
and who knows I may have changed the world"

Well,
from what I understand from here,
I guess everything is simple,
everything got to start first with us.

I feel that in life,
people always tend to blame others,
not once or twice but always,
and they never ever take a step back to blame themselves,
that's where humans always fault at. (including me)
We are all selfish creatures who never learns to correct ourselves first,
before saying others.

I guess this is just our nature,
humans are not born perfect,
we're all filled with flaws and also not forgetting our good points,
maybe this is why we're special in one way or another?

My Lovely Wife :'']

2009-09-07T22:19:00.003+08:00

Thank you soo much for taking care of me today :')
I'm veryvery touched by your actions and the love you shower upon me,
and I bet no one else can ever replace you,
and the love you give to me :')

Thank you Bebe Tong :D
I will forever cherish you with all my heart :]
BIG MUAX to you!!! >:P

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2009-09-06T14:47:00.000+08:00

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13 Months

2009-08-27T22:05:00.003+08:00

Spent my 13 Months with Bebe Tong in the gym =/
I know its weird.....
butbutbut.....
its alright I guess :]
cause....
no matter where,
no matter what,
as long as my bebe tong is with me,
everything is beautiful :)))

I love you Michelle Tong Li Ting girl! <3
Lets last for 13o months....130years together!!! :DDD

(Cuteeeee~)

dots.......

2009-08-22T20:30:00.002+08:00

dsmz: long time no see blog!
blog: yea balls.....
dsmz: its been afew months orleadi.....
blog: hai.....around there lar.... =/'

damnnnn......
he makes my blood boil =.=
I'm soo feeling like F5-ing him throught the table (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N0C3SR1xkto) =.='''''''''

1 Year Anniversary!

2009-07-27T23:20:00.003+08:00

One joyful year has finally passed by :]
within that one year,
I found my true love,
and she showed me the true meaning of love :)

She cared for me every way possible,
showered me with all the love I could possibly have,
and loved me unconditionally and selflessly :'')
thank you baby tong for this past year :)
I'm really blessed and grateful to have you in my life.

Let's continue to be there for one another till the end of our lives,
and continue to learn to love each other more and more in each passing moment <3

Endless Love~

2009-07-24T12:45:00.003+08:00

Sitting in the class all alone,
leaves my mind to think about soo much.....
Soo much in my mind right now,
soo much sorting out to do,
but yet soo little time,
that 24hrs of time in a day,
or rather just that short 12hrs.....

Especially you.....
I realise how much I miss you,
and also realise how precious even by meeting you just that 1 second or just a glance of you at break time or every morning.....

Listening to 'Endless Love' right now.....

My love,
Theres only you in my life
The only thing thats bright

My first love,
Youre every breath that I take
Youre every step I make

And i
(i-i-i-i-i)
I want to share
All my love with you
No one else will do...

And your eyes
Your eyes, your eyes
They tell me how much you care
Ooh yes, you will always be
My endless love

Two hearts,
Two hearts that beat as one
Our lives have just begun

Forever
(ohhhhhh)
Ill hold you close in my arms
I cant resist your charms

And love
Oh, love
Ill be a fool
For you,
Im sure
You know I dont mind
Oh, you know I dont mind

cause you,
You mean the world to me
Oh
I know
I know
Ive found in you
My endless love

Oooh-woow
Boom, boom
Boom, boom, boom, boom, booom
Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom

Oooh, and love
Oh, love
Ill be that fool
For you,
Im sure
You know I dont mind
Oh you know-
I dont mind

And, yes
Youll be the only one
cause no one can deny
This love I have inside
And Ill give it all to you
My love
My love, my love
My endless love....

Strong and cheerful on the outside.....
but soft and emotional on the inside.....

Gotcha' Ya!

2009-07-13T14:24:00.005+08:00

Haha! Caught you in action ;P
cute little cousin who loves to touch things that are cold ><
how much I admire babies, living in a world with no worries...
their joyful laughters and innocent smiles :')
makes me think about my past soo much,
and how life flew past by soo quickly...

Little babies really brings me soo much happiness,
I really hope to have a child/children someday :)
(Boys preferably :X)

But for now........

Lets not forget another much BIGGER(literally) baby of mine >:P
haha!Love you larh huh! >:D

Flyer~~~

2009-07-09T17:41:00.008+08:00

Went with my cute little girl to the flyer :DDD

Not what I had in mind :X

(everywhere under constraction still =/)
I think that it'd be a soo much more beautiful looking place in the years to come :)
when all the buildings are up,
and the night scenery would be just gorgeous :]]]

Butbutbutbutbut.......................
nevertheless bebe and I still had loads of fun there :DDD
taking many pictures and just sitting there by the seaside talking and cuddling :$

Overall,
I guess it was a great day :)
was able to make bebe happy and always smiling throughout the entire day :D
and her smile means every thing to me,
because her smile alone brings so much happiness and joy to me :]]]

Last of all.....
this place brings back wonderful memories too :DDD

Im amazed by you

2009-07-06T15:51:00.003+08:00

You're never a mistake from the start because if you were not bring into this world, how would i be able to meet someone as special as you, who brought in many happiness and joy into my life?

If it wasnt you, who will teach me how to love someone? Teach me how to show my care and concern to someone?

Dont ever bring down yourself because you're everything to me. And you are so important and special to me BB. :)

:DDD

2009-06-30T23:16:00.003+08:00

All my hardwork finally paid off :]]]
Thanks RPDB :DDD
and lets continue to work hard and strive for even better results ;DDD

SaSaSa~~~!!! >:DDD

Me...

2009-06-29T16:40:00.001+08:00

I'm a selfish person.....
all this while I'm blinded by my own actions.....
I'm so sorry to everyone.....
haiz....

The Good Old Days

2009-06-25T00:17:00.003+08:00

I soo miss you guys...
I miss the times we had back in those days...
Every single moment we all had together...
The joys and laughter,
and the pains and sadness we've been through together...
No matter what life throws at us,
we were there for each other without a single doubt...
Every single one of us in this clique have such an important role and significance,
without even one of us,
it wouldn't be called a clique anyone...
So lets continue to treasure one another and excel with one another :)

Especially YOU.....
the one that changed practically changed my life.... (besides Michelle Baby :D)
The times we spent together in the past was priceless,
nothing can ever buy back the feeling we had together.....

Haiz.....
I need you back.....
This is not where I belong without you.....

I promise you I will find means and ways to bring you back up :)
just hang in there and work hard along with me,
and together we'll be back where we rightfully belong :)

And lastly,
to all my unforgettable bros out there :)
Lets fight hard and dominant the DB arena TOGETHER!
And lets stay strong for one another when we need each other ;)

~~~

2009-06-20T18:04:00.005+08:00

Went to play tennis with BEBE!!! :DDD
starting to enjoy playing tennis a lot :X
(I have no idea why :X)
"NOO!!! Don't take my picture :(""EHHHH!!! I said nooo already right...""Hai...ok larh, let you take :D"

Ok...
that was kindof lame...
oh well,
but she's super adorable :]]]
cute little girl :DDD
LOVE YA ;D

I Hate Missing You

2009-06-09T23:13:00.005+08:00

You came into my life and I wasn't sure how to react.

For having the "Faith" to keep trying. I have never loved anyone like I love you; so completely, so unconditionally. I'm truly happy that you gave me a chance to love you and care for you.

I know you don't need another reminder because I tell you a thousand times a day how much I love you, but I do and that is my only way to show you. I love the hundred ways you show me how much you love me, and I know my simple words can never compare.

You melt me every time you tell me about the future that you want to spend with me and how we could show the world the real meaning of being in love with the right person.

I hate being far from you.

I wish I didn't have to miss you. If only you could be with me always. I know I could never be any happier. But then again, I know that the day will come when I will be able to spend my every waking moment with you. I even miss you when I am sleeping! :$

In the past I had always yearned for a relationship that is genuine and lasting, as for all these, I've found them in you! I'll make sure that the hand I'll be holding will forever be yours. Whether we're living in a fairy tale or a non-fairy tale world, I still believe there is such a thing as "Live happily ever after", and even if you don't believe it, let's make it happen in our relationship!

Thanks baby for the previous post you wrote for me. :$

I hope we can grow old together and we'll still be holding each others' hands. :$

Of course i'll be a much hotter and chio-er ah ma lahx! HAHA! :P

And this song is for you. :)

Mich :)

家后

2009-06-09T22:01:00.005+08:00

有一日咱若老找无人将咱孝顺
我会陪你坐硬椅条
听你讲少年的时候你有多贤
吃好吃坏无计较怨天怨地也不会
你的手　我会将你牵牢牢
因为我是你的妻子

有一日咱若老有媳妇子儿孝顺
你若无聊拿咱的相片
看从前结婚的时候你多英俊
穿好穿坏不计较怪东怪西也不会
你的心　我会永远记牢牢
因为我是你的妻子

我将青春嫁给你家　
我从少年就随你随到老
人情世事也已经看透透
有啥人比你更重要

我的一生献给你家
才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待回去的时候若到
我会让你先走　

因为我会不舍放你为我眼泪流
你要让我先走
因为我会不舍
看你为我眼泪流

What a lovely song~
A wife who loves her husband whole-heartedly,
without ever complaining about poverty or even a slightest bit of hardship.

'有啥人比你更重要'
Michelle Tong Li Ting,
who can be more important than you :')

You picked me up at my lowest point of my life,
enduring through all the nonsense I've done to you,
not knowing whether is this relationship is gonna last,
but still you persevered on.

You showered me with soo much care and love that I'm sure no one else can ever do so.

You brighten up my life,
and always being there for me no matter what.

I'm sorry for what happened in the past,
I'll make it up for everything I've done,
and even give in more and more to you :)
❤ Michelle ❤

'Who' matters most in life?

2009-06-08T21:05:00.001+08:00

The love of your life?
The person whom would follow you and walk with you till the end of your life, going through all pains and happiness together regardless of anything?

Family?
The people whom had watched you grow up and nurtured you till this date and time?

Friends?
Those who were always there for you when you were in need of something, and were always there for you to bring a smile to your face?

To me, I guess that there is no such thing as ‘most’ important person in life, but it is only how you manage and allocate your time for each individual category that is important. Don’t just prioritize one, and neglect the rest, you’re not going to benefit at all by doing so. It is a ‘mixture’ of everything together that brings out the most beautiful person in life; a person whom is loved and respected by everyone.

Life is short road…

Don’t live to regret, but live to think back about what a meaningful life you’ve led.
So…

Live well, live it to the fullest, and cherish everyone and everything you have right now :)

Different worlds

2009-06-02T16:17:00.001+08:00

face to face,
we'll both be engross in each other's world...

back to back,
we'll both face different worlds...

Through weakness & strength, happiness & sorrow

2009-05-31T22:25:00.008+08:00

I always asked, 'Love, why would you wanna endure me whenever im so demanding and self-centered?' He'll reply me, 'The reason is simple, because I love you.'

Whenever things between us went wrong, i'll tend to give up easily but he dont. He'll keep holding to this r/s and never give it up. When i ask him, 'Love, why dont you let it go?' He'll reply, 'Because I love you and i cannot afford to lose you at all. My world without you is really nothing and i'll be lost.'

He told me not dont give up this r/s so easily because it's no ordinary crush and we both love one another a lot. If i ever lose any confidence towards this r/s, he'll bring me back the confidence no matter what.

I know things between us went wrong sometimes. And i will not say that it's not my fault because everything takes 2 hands to clap and we both did equal amount of things that hurt one another whenever we're mad at each other.

Im truly sorry my dear. For all the things i did to hurt you.

You know I love you too. My world without you is also meaningless therefore, i will not let go of your hands so easily unless you tell me to.

All the love that you showered me with, no matter how much things i did to hurt you. Even when it's pouring outside, or when you're at the other end of this island, you're always there.

We both like to stick to one another everywhere we go and whatever we do (DONT THINK OF ANYTHING DIRTY OK!), because the reasons are simple, we can't live without one another and we love one another.

You're all I need.

能够遇见自己喜欢的人是一件最幸福的事，所以一定要好好珍惜。
无论遇到任何问题也不要弃。
只要你爱他，任何问题都可以解决。

I love you baby.

mich

.....

2009-05-29T13:16:00.001+08:00

Am i a man.....

Human's Unchangable Flaw

2009-05-28T23:11:00.004+08:00

Greed,
all humans are clouded with one word.....
greed.....

we might not actually know it,
but we actually are.....

Do you ever feel that you always want more and more after you've gotten what you wanted?

Well,
this is perfectly normal among human beings I guess...
We tend to overlook what our initial goals were in the very beginning,
and went on to wanting more and more...

Sometime we've gotta think back,
and constantly remind ourselves of our past.....
In the past...
when we were at our most humble stage of our lives,
when we had nothing at all,
and,
when we dared to dream but wasn't certain about it,
but still we worked very hard for it.

Oh well.....
I'm very brain dead now.....
not in the right mind to blog.....
sorry for all the blabbering nonsense.....
goodnight all :]

A sweet dedication

2009-05-28T15:33:00.002+08:00

走过多少路口听过多少叹息
我认真着你的不知所措
这种迷茫心情我想谁都会有
幸运的是能分担你的愁

能不能靠近一点能不能再近一点
满足我心中小小的虚荣
其实你并不知道在我心中你最美
就像风雨过后天边的那道彩虹

如果明天的路你不知该往哪儿走
就留在我身边做我老婆好不好
我不够宽阔的臂膀也会是你的
温暖怀抱

如果你疲倦了外面的风风雨雨
就留在我身边做我老婆好不好
我一定会承受你偶尔的小脾气
或许我还能给你
一点意外一份欢笑
一个简单安心的小窝
陪你日出陪你日落到老~

I find this song very sweet,
so I'll dedicate to my Dearest Michelle Tong :]]]
Let's work hard in our lives and our relationship together ;)

Words

2009-05-27T22:09:00.003+08:00

'Hope'
such a shaky word.

Many people like to just hope,
but they don't realise that 'hope' alone doesn't create miracles unless they fight for the things they want.
Why do people always 'hope' for the best at the very end,
when they could have worked very hard at the start and achieve what they wanted without even the need of hoping.

'Trust'
what a scary word.

How often have you claim to trust someone,
but in the following second,
you actually questions him or her.
Trust isn't something 'built' overnight,
but it is something that can 'collapse' in a split second.
This is what I've learnt.....

Life is sucha irony,
we often say things but don't do it,
and when we do it,
we don't mean it.....

All I Ask Of You~

2009-05-27T13:59:00.006+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vec3bmdFkOg

That's all I ask of you.....
nothing more and nothing less,
I don't need the whole world,
but just you :]

Happy 10 months bebe :)
Lets last together till we grow old and drop all our teeth :]]]
I Love You Michelle Tong :$

Complex world

2009-05-26T14:53:00.000+08:00

The world.....so complex.....

The society.....so unforgiving.....

Sometimes in life,
I just wished I didn't know so much.
The more we knew about things,
the more responsibilities we'll have,
and more stress would be added on.

The society just doesn't give people enough chances.....
Some put in so much effort into something they do,
and went against all odds,
but yet they never ever get what they wanted.

Life is never fair,
we've to constantly motivate ourselves to move on and live well....

Life's mysteries

2009-05-25T23:46:00.000+08:00

Life is sucha mystery isn't it?
Sometimes you're soo certain about something,
that you're very positive that it'd turn out the way you wanted it or know it,
but it turns out that it doesn't.

Life is so unpredictable,
one moment you could be having the happiest moment of your life,
and another,
you could be all worned out by life or even become soo lost in life.

What I've learnt throughout years of living,
is to really cherish what we have right now and every second of our lives.

Cherish the happy moments...
Cherish the people around you...
Cherish the lessons we've learnt, and never to repeat our mistakes again...
and lastly,
no matter what happens,
Cherish life itself...

I believe everyone has a purpose in life,
and life is a road filled with obstacles and also ups and downs,
if one can overcome life's setbacks,
no matter how heavy the storm might be,
the sun will shine even brighter in the end.